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Thirty two
That was back when I first met you
Every little thing you did
Was impeccable and I loved it
Each moment of sheer bliss
With you, I wanted to share my life with
Thirty three
There was so much more to see
All the plans that we had made
The life that we’d soon make
The time that it would take
Was worth the wait, so I would say
Thirty three
All I heard was “I’m sorry”
But I was so tired of words
They meant nothing and they hurt
You would promise me the world
And said that I would be your girl
Thirty four
How many times I closed the door
Only to let you right back in
Just to have you hurt me again
I would have never changed a thing
Patiently waiting for something
Almost thirty five
I can’t believe I’m still alive
After everything you put me through
Only to say you cannot do
All the things you said you would
It’s my fault for thinking you could
Thirty five
2 years wasted of my life
But I promise you this time
I won’t be here to say goodbye
I have no hope left to try
You have hurt me the last time
I will never see your thirty sixth
Never give you a birthday gift
No card no love no birthday kiss
And the only thing that I will miss
Is the time I spent holding onto this
And when you soon reach forty
And life and love seems boring
I hope you look for me somewhere
Discover I’m no longer there
And witness the life that I will share
With someone who deserves it, someone who loves me, someone who cares